man, i never write in this thing daily..

<br>but its okay, cause it could give me much more to write about.

and that brings up my point, there has been so much that happend.

well im a sophmore at duluth high school..yes surprised i havent moved from duluth yet due to the fact that i move ALOTT. im 16 years old, which makes my sisters 18, 13, and 11.  amber, the 18 year old, is actually moving out of the house. to live with her boyfriend in a house. im really happy for her. ha that also means i get my own room ;)

<br>but yeah this year is almost ending too. its crazy. the year 2007 was...interesting. so much has happend but then again the year was..just a blur. i honestly didnt really like this year too much. so many people have changed too. i have changed. im gonna be straight up honest too..me and nishima dont hang out as much, me and tessa dont hang out as much, me and amy dont hang out as much..its crazy. but its happening, and i dont know what to do anymore. amy le is my best friend ever right now. and im hoping it will be like that always til the day i die. tessa is still with frankie, and i think that is the awesomest thing in the world. cause ive never had someone like that. but its weird..i dont even talk to tessa everyday. and i hope she knows how freakin worried i am of her, and that i seriously think about her everyday..i miss her. nishima is i dont even know. sometimes i just dont care..im too buy with my own life to care, and its always been like that ever since school started.

<br>my grades have always been on the low side. and this year hasnt been anything different. but ive been thinking and i really do want to bring up my grades and maintain them. i want to be successfull. i just need to try hard. like...hard.

<br>what recently happend to me was that i was in a car accident. on december 13th. i have never ever been in a car accident before and i must say i will never forget that i was in one. it wasnt like a big accident like in the movies. but sitting in that car made it feel like it actually was. i was in the back seat of the car sitting to the right behind the passengers seat. and were pulling into a neighborhood..and this car out of no where comes towards us from the side and hits MY side of the car. the right side..the back of the car. lucky no windows were broken but i got the wind knocked out of me and whiplash on my neck. I honestly right then and there, i thought i have died. my life would have been over that night if the car hit anywhere else besides where it actually hit. I appreciate life..to the greatest extent right now. and i love everyone, my family, my friends, myself for being alive. it really is something that i will never forget. i cant imagine what it would be like to lose everyone..everything i know and the things ive done..it really makes me want to do something useful in my life. and to keep that up.

<br>just yesterday actually i was in a theatre competition, and it was all imporv. its called dads garage. it was sooooo fun and i loved it. i really want to get into that more, i have never improved on stage with an audience  before and it was exciting. every time i perform..i am always looking forward to the feedback form the audience. thats about one of the reasons why i perform..for the people. and myself of course. but it really gets me inspired when i hear just a simple "you did great up there"...it makes me feel like ive done something right. and that right there just keeps me motivated in acting. i seriously want to make this work. i will become an actress. i will be famous. just watch. :)

-Ashlyn Huking